Dilemma!

You know, I've really been pondering about my future in the last few weeks. Do I really want to be a "Computer Scientist"? My mind tells me that I should be going forward with Computer-related courses, but my heart tells me that I should be a doctor.(Last night, Ate France triggered my so-called dilemma!)

As a child, when I was asked, "What do you want to be when you grow up?" I always automatically say that I want to be a doctor then. When I reached the age of 10, they asked me the same question again, and I said I want to become a chemist. After having nightmare-ish Quimica discussions in General Science during freshman year, I instantly scratched CHEMIST off the list of what I want to be when I grow up. Which leaves me with medicine again.

You probably don't know the reason why, I had a history of a serious childhood disease where I had to be "home-schooled" in the first grade. I just want to show my appreciation to those doctors who helped me get past that stage by lending my service to others in need, too. Maybe it's okay when I have both my parents working, unfortunately, I only have one working parent, who will also be retiring in the next 4 years, right after I finish my college studies(since I'm the last kid to graduate). Maybe I need to give that kind of ambition a rest.

Whoosh! Did you know I just had henna tattoos? OWYESHH! I had them done on my left hand. I swear when I graduate college, I'd have a PERMANENT one done, like Kitchie Nadal's!